So here is my latest poem i wrote! I called it, "Indescribable Love."
I had so much trouble writing this, you can hardly understand. my feeling for you is way past bliss, and just want you and me to be in our dreamland.
i want to spend our lives together in eternity, and never go a day without you. i can’t explain why i feel this way entirely, but i’ll give my everything to sum it up in a few.
whenever i talk to you i feel so indescribable i forget everything else that goes on in my head. what im feeling for you is unbelievable. i think Im falling in love so now we’ll have to look ahead.
I’ve told you this to many times, and you know its true and i mean it from my heart. your the most beautiful person i ever met with a personality so fine, and i promise you, that we’ll never grow apart.
you are everything that i ever wanted in a girl, and i feel like I’m the luckiest person alive. you are one of those rarest most beautiful pearls, that i’ll keep in my heart so i could survive.
i love to kiss you in the rain, look with you upon the starts at night. you relieve everything that comes into pain, and i know your Mrs. Right.
i could write forever on how i feel, but baby i could sum that in few. so here is what i have to say and its beyond real, and thats ‘i love you!’
please let nothing destroys us, because i don’t want to get into any fus, because nobody can destroy us, besides us.
Sorry I haven’t posted any blogs lately! It was because of my brothers server went don’t for about a week or two. I blame it all on him!! xD Just kidding! But he had fun with May-Ling in Australia, which I am going to go on Facebook to look at there pictures! Can’t wait to check them out!
Anyways, My favorite artist for about a month has been Aj Rafael! He is such a great singer and lyric writer it is just amazing! He songs such as "She Was Mine", "I Just Want You", and "Starlit Night" are amazing songs and he has a lot more as well. Tomorrow actually, I am going to one of my friends Birthday Parties and I am going to sing "She Was Mine" for her birthday to her with my friend Brian. Sooooooo Good luck to Brian and me!
If i had one wish. i wouldn’t pick being rich,being famous, being the strongest, or anything like that. I won’t even wish to take back all the regrets, because that’s what brought us here. You maybe think that’s a lie and oh I wish it was, but i think again and I’m glad it did happen. Remember things happen for a reason! I guess the only thing that I’ll ever wish for is the key to your heart, but unfortunately that effects free will. I guess that means my wish will never come true, just like how i wish upon Dandelions or even wishing at 11:11. Maybe I can’t wish, but I know for a fact that I can wait. If I have to, I’ll wait forever and if I never get to touch those fragile lips again, I could care less, because your smile is all that matters and it brightens my day so bright just like the sunrise! Maybe my wish won’t come true, but somehow I know yours will. Because If i can’t wish for you to love me.
Man oh man… I am out of shape. I just ran with my brother for 3.4 miles and we sprinted the last 100 meters and at the end. . .I WAS EXHAUSTED! I couldn’t even eat my breakfast, because I was so worn out. I need to get back in shape and actually eat better!
I now see that I need a dramatic change! I need to start eating vegetables and fruit daily and not junk like rice krispies or a whole pint of ice cream. From today and now on I am going to eat much healthier and exercise daily.
I just wish my brother was down here all the time so I don’t feel lonely running around. Well change here we come. . . oh and by the way I’M STILL EXHAUSTED x]
Quote: "Its hard to change your habits, but the hardest part is actually sticking with that new habit."
So today my brother is coming to visit the family and it’ll be the first time he’ll meet Bashar and Mais. Its going to be a pretty busy Sunday when everyone is at our house, but it’ll be fun. Dad is going to pick him up at 6 PM and can’t wait to see him. I haven’t seen my brother since this summer so it’ll be good to see him again.
Just last Wednesday I had a Personal Project night for IB. I did vegetarian for a month and it seemed that a lot of people enjoyed and were interested in my project. There was also a lot of my friends who created interesting stuff like a dog house, made 30 minute movie, created a surfboard, built a bike out of bambo, etc… There was a lot of cool projects and thankfully this year long project is FINALLY OVER! WOOHOO!
Quote for today :
"negative x negative = a positive. then if i hate you and you hate me. that’ll mean we love each other.?"
Well I am going to try to blog once every week or two depending on how busy I am going to be. Lately, I’ve been writing a lot and studying literature to improve my writing and the writing of my poetry. Please do check the poems below this entry if you haven’t already.
What I am going to try to do is come up with a quote or a little poem every time I blog. So here’s the first one! "Tell me you need, tell me you want me, tell me you loved me, tell me you lied, and that I never meant a thing."
Also the songs that I am really hooked onto have been
Why do people complain about how their life is horrible? Why do people say life sucks and the life is just misery? Not all people do, but a lot do. Don’t blame your life, because you are blaming the wrong thing. People make your life and they choose whether your day is going to be good or bad. Complain on the people who are doing the bad things and not on your "life". You say your life sucks, because you have way too much homework and have lots of stress. Everybody goes through it. When you say your life sucks, you mean things or people suck like teachers or homework. If everything was all good and perfect our lives would be perfect, but it doesn’t work that way. Obstacles to pass which are going to hurt or take time to do so. Right now some people are getting on my nerves and they are making my life kind of aggravating. Just got to learn how to get passed that. When there’s a will, there’s a way and I’ll get passed that. My life doesn’t suck, but just those things or people that make it hard unfortunately.
things get hard. things start to change. things start to close and never seen again. just like how things get hard for a person and there feelings start changing and there eyes closing not knowing what to do. Things pile up just like things getting on your conscious after lying to your loved one. The pain adds on and on and harder and harder. For someone reason they aren’t able to complete a puzzle that has only one more piece remaining. That one piece no where to be found. Why because there is no sign of help, positivity, nor happiness. That one piece completes what is most desired, but their depression overcomes everything. They only see one road and not the other three which are noticeably open. They lead slowly on to drugs and alcohol, unfortunately is the only sign of help to them. The drugs take over their body and the striving person left powerless. They see the finish line more clearer and clearer. No time to put that lifeless piece in. Second after second they get closer and closer to the finish line. Things brighter than ever! The cold steel material rises up and being pressured. They finally see that one piece and its an absolute miracle, but for some reason their vision is getting blurry. The miracle worker played its part and dark clouds start to conquer their surroundings. Soon tasting the warm red blood from their mouth. Wishing they had one more chance, one more heartbeat, one more second, one more strive for help, just one more time with his love.
Girl everyday you take my breath away My world no more has any gray I wish i could spend my life with you But first we have to make a break through I bet you heard this too many times But the sun isn’t compared to your very shine I want to let you know that your my shining light So please hold on and hold on tight The way your beautiful eyes shine when you look at me Is where i forever want to be. Everything is wonderful when you are near. And please remember i am always here. All I have to say is I wish you were mine. So lets get ready for two thousand nine!
this girl amazes me every day she is so nice, funny, amazing, and that one cute frown sometimes i don’t know what to say sometimes we have our ups and down
we have so many memories together i just don’t want it to go away i promise i’ll never forget…. ever i want to be her friend, her best friend and everything will be okay
but can i trust her to treat me the same as i do to her i promise we will last i know i can do it for sure so lets not look at the past
will you give me another chance i will be the best i’ll ask for that last dance and this is no test
i have one more thing to say maybe the last one or maybe more i pray
I am no one People make fun of me I have no where to go No friends, No family, No relatives Will any body come and save me from my misery? I am no one Will someone make me feel special? Am I special or unique? Am I someone? Many people say that I am… NO ONE I get this angry feeling in me Just crying for me to scream I look at someone and they turn their head Will I ever be someone? But there is someone that makes me feel that I am someone She makes me feel special She makes me feel I am someone She is my friend, family, and relative She gives me the butterflies whenever I see her She is the on I dream about She is kept in my heart and locked away She is my light She is my shining She is my armor She is someone She makes me feel I am someone I am SOMEONE!
I made this poem for no reason and for fun and this doesn’t include me. This is my appreciation for what poems can do! =] I feel that I am someone, because of my family, friends, relative, and my surroundings.